Happy belated Chinese New Year
&
Happy Valentine's Day.
Haven't been posting for quite some time.
Here to wish anyone who still visits this dead blog.
Life hasn't been really happening lately.
Just as usual school, play, sleep, eat.
What else is there other than that to life?
I've been living for the past 18, 19 soon years.
And I think I've just played throughout.
No aims, No dreams, Nothing.
I wonder how people can get so motivated,
and find their aims in life.
I've totally nothing.
Well, I guess even if I die,
there's nothing for me to lose.
My life is routine-d.
Excitement to live everyday?
Can someone show me?
Maybe when i truely find out whats my aim in life
then I can look forward to what may happen the day after.
Well, it did happened to me once,
looking forward to going to school each day,
get to be with the people I enjoy being with.
But, that was all in the past,
which doesn't seem to be realistic anymore.
Just feel so like a dream.
I really hope that I might regain that,
feeling in the past.
If not,
I'll only be looking forward to :
2012 Dec 21st.
(Hoping that its true)
Why so emo?
That's the question my friends ask
when they see me.
Well, I also wish to know the answer myself.
Sorry.
I don't know why or how.
That emotional feeling just pops out of no where.
It really spoils one's mood and the people around.
W-h-y?
I can't seem to find anyone that makes me feel
that very special way I want to feel.
Everything seems to be happening so fast,
too fast.
It's like,
I just met you.
And the next thing, Poof.
You're gone.
New Year.
Hope New things and surprises come my way.
I hope.