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.Wednesday, September 30, 2009.

The distance just keeps on getting further.
I don't know if this was the place I came to in the first place.
Everything had seemed to change.
Did I not did enough?
Or it is never ever enough..?
Please tell me its just a dream.
Wake me up or bring me back where I first came..
Please?

I thought I knew you.. but I guess I was wrong..
4 years of friendship?
Did it even took u 4 minutes? Oh wait, maybe not even 4 seconds..
to end all of it.
Now I know being a friend needs more...
You have to know how to read minds..
Know what had happened before hand
before you say anything..
Can't read? 
Sorry,
Goodbye.

Can't anyone just let me 'brag' a lil bout my achievements in the virtual world?
I know I'm as good as a failure in real life,
in every aspect.
Results,Friendship,Achievements?
Nothing.
So, being a lil faster in the virtual world is a sin.
I get hated.
Everything seems to be my fault.
Just because I helped others,
 You don't get helped,
I'm being called selfish.
Just because I have a lil' more.
I'm being called 'haolian'.
Every word that comes from me,
may cause something bad to happen.
Cause I was just so happen to can't 'Read Minds'
So again, I'm to be blamed.
Now I'm even afraid to talk.
These happened not once, twice or trice? 
Why is it always ME?
Everything seems to be my fault .
Can't anyone just give in to me, even, Once?
Right, the world is never fair .
I'm born to see others happy,
and I can't.

Whatever lil' things I do, 
never seem to be enough.
I'm expected more of it?
To be even noticed.
Cause everything I do,
Results I get is O.
No One just seems to notice.

Maybe if I'm dead,
everyone else would be happier?
Maybe?
Well, I guess I'll be much happier.
No one cares anyway.

?dneirf ym eb uoy naC

} ' da0jun ;
1:05 AM