Emptiness.

.Thursday, August 23, 2007.

i guess.. u just dun give a dam

i guess.. we're not meant to be

i guess.. im just fked up

i guess.. im just useless

i guess.. im an idiot

i guess.. u're better off with them

i guess.. im just an obstruction

i guess.. u just dun like me

i guess.. im very irritating

i guess.. i shld just stop

i guess.. ive been a fool

i guess.. im just a failure in life

i guess.. its time to give up...

why was i brough here with such great challenge.
is finding a true best fren that difficult?
i guess i've just watsted my 4 years in here.
how is wish that i've nv enter this sch.
so that i wun be suffering again and again.
you just dun know how i feel.
im sick and tired of this.
will someone just please lead the way.
im tired walking alone.

thnks for those who really cared.

} ' da0jun ;

9:54 PM

.Sunday, August 19, 2007.

helllo guys.
went out with shurong xianglong and mingkai
we headed to marina square.
wanted to go esplanade there watch fireworks.
but it was $%#$@%#@^%$#$ crowded.
so we headed to marina square and had carl's jr.
my 1st time eating there @_@
the portion was huge... and Ex. )=
8.80 BOOOM~!
then we waited for meow to come meet us.
marina square = marina bay (= HAHAHAHHAHHA [by meow] :X
then he bring us to take the bus.... to find out that.
the bus service has stopped for the day -.-
in the end we walked to pcbunk...
reached there at like 11pm.
play until 11.30 liddat. no sound!! cant play audition
then we left lols.
they stayed overnight
then i went home alone.
and..
the funniest thing happened!
i was busy smsing with wh and ting.
then i sms dao missed my own stop --
it was the LAST TRAIN.
then i alighted at cck instead.
heng still got bus service.
if not i tio own -.- walk home.
its the :DDD month now.
weehao keep warning me not to turn back with my head only must turn whole body. -.-
haha. @_@ no one called me )=
no fun.
then i watched disturbia!
nice move ;D
watched till 3am liddat. shaggg
then went to bed.
woke at 11.30 liddat
T___T now still tired.
later going tution le
i head off 1st guys
tata! (:

} ' da0jun ;

1:25 PM

.Friday, August 17, 2007.

firstly,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAE TO KANGYI (= [bestbudd!]

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAE TO MEME aka AMANDA (=

really wish then all the best and frens forever! ((:

yea. its been long since i came online!

have been slacking ard?

more than studying :x

makes no difference frm not playing the comp! HAHAHAHA

miss all of ya!

todae alot of my classmates went to watch da fireworks ._.

no one asked me along. ))=

even so, i have tution :X

miracle. had prelim mcq at the tution centre

and i got 26/40 =O

luckkky.

and for chinese o level results.

i attained an A2! ((=

haha lucky i guess once again :p

quite a happy day overall!

tata guys! (=

} ' da0jun ;

10:33 PM

.Sunday, August 12, 2007.

hello guys.
haven been feeling good lately.
cant get happy.
dunnoe why )=
maybe gonna have depression soon
i guess.
haizz. sometimes i just dun feel right.
feel like theres something missing in there.
i guess its something that starts with an F.
complicated.
maybe i've always been just playing a one-man show?
i'll never know the answer. (=

arhh.
tmr is the release of the o level chinese results.
doomsdae (:
but hope miracles can happen.
and its the last day of gaming everydae.
gonna stop and only online on weekends.
:D study study study.
sick. =/
hais. o well guess i'll see u guys nxt weekend.
thnks all tat has been with me always. <3 u guys.
take care all! tata
nites.

;buyongpeiwozhoudaozuihouwochendanbuqinidechennuo

} ' da0jun ;

8:45 PM

.Monday, August 06, 2007.